Don't define

I was talking to some strangers in the evening then I realized that many of us are struggling with the defining process; even we don’t what we have to define. But we want to define everything. I want to write for those defining things, those are considered as part of our social life sometimes. On a personal side, I am not convinced with this at all because I like the randomness of life sometimes.

Keep me in your eyes; keep me in your heart,

Even keep me in your dreams,

But don’t keep me in words,

Otherwise, you will always get hurt,

We are like small steps to get a beautiful start,

We are always there for each other,

We are like this till we are unknown,

Then why we feel to change the things,

Why we want to hold the things in our hand,

Time to time, we sometimes travel  to unknown cities,

And sometimes we just follow the streets,

But we never ask their name,

Then why we need name, why we feel this obligation,

There is no reason then why we feel shame,

It’s not always necessary to be known,

Sometimes anonymity would help more,

Think about deep sea and its long wild waves,

Sometimes we don’t know why they are making noises,

Even though we love to spend time at sea shore,

Maybe tonight you still feel the same but I won’t define,

I don’t feel any need to define you in any words,

Because I know what is there, and what is mine.

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My friend

This one is dedicated to my childhood friend, her birthday was yesterday. We had a very good time in school, we used to sit together in the class, we used to eat together, in another way we were best friends and still we are. Yeah, its true time has changed now, she is busy in her life and I am busy in my life, but we will always care for each other in the same way as before. I remember when I was leaving India, a day before my flight she came to meet me in the night. I really love her, and she always used to say me "Don’t worry Deep everything will be fine, I always mention you in my prayers, and God will take care of you in all the situations”. Sometimes I think how naive her love is, just like nature. I miss her sometimes, our school days memories, and our journey till now, always have given enough strength to move ahead, and because I know if I stop somewhere she will be deeply hurt.

Wish you a very happy birthday my dear,

I know I am not there, not in your calls even not in messages,

Even not to share your grief sometimes, and not to share your happiness,

But wherever I go, I will keep all our memories with me,

My heartbeats have never shown what they have for you,

But they always wish for your wellness, they always do,

I still remember our school days fights,

Strange but we never fought for someone else,

We used to fight but always to make the things better for each other,

And different ways to say sorry, sometimes that didn’t make any sense,

There are ample of memories those are locked in old photographs,

Sometimes when I get time, I love to see us in those photographs,

In a complete pure gesture, away from this world, without any thought,

We have built another stage for time to serve our feelings as an example,

That can’t be replaced, maybe can’t be bought,

 Oh my dear, maybe will not be able to see each others in years,

But whenever I scratch the things from past to make the future clear,

My each breathes will pray for you, and will always do,

We are different, just like a bank of river,

Not close but always together, let me wish you a very happy birthday my dear.

Feelings and perturbations

Sometimes writing is not just a simply writing, even sometimes it’s become a need. It’s same for me right now, I am writing for myself maybe for you too. But it’s more about my feelings and perturbations. Sometimes in life we never realize the real meaning but when we realize and we pass that boundary from virtual to the real world, most of us have experienced the huge pain. That pain sometimes makes us a person which we are not, and my friend knows this better than anyone because my friend has experienced the weirdness of that transformation. Today I want to write for all of us who have been through the same phase. Some of us have realized the fact very easily, and some of my friends are still busy in finding their way.

Find yourself my dear, it’s never too late,

You are very important, maybe not to someone,

But you are important to them, who care for you,

Just think about the reality and your dreams,

Even you can hold the falling sky, you need just to believe in you,

Maybe sometimes some thoughts and feelings dominate your mind,

Trust me dear it’s normal, we all are human,

But the important point is to look for you in those fantasies,

Those fantasies are never yours, they are just momentary,

You need to collect memories from them,

And get back to your real world to complete your journey,

Yeah it’s true, you will feel lost sometimes,

But at the same time you will get opportunity to know more profoundly,

Then don’t lose hope, open your wings and try to fly again,

Maybe there is no water to calm the heat inside you,

But your hope can change anything; even dry earth can see the rain,

So what’s the worry, you deserve the best,

You don’t have to wait for anything; things have to wait,

Just leave your feelings and  perturbations, and have some rest,

Being loved by you is more important than something else,

Open your arms, and become a wanderer and bring everything whatever you want to have in your nest.

Sometimes

Sometimes we say the things, and we never realize that how it is going to change someone’s life. Our sentences maybe sometimes give someone a new life or maybe can take someone’s life too. So we need to be careful before saying anything. Even I didn’t remember how many times my sentences have made someone sad. Today I am writing for all those sentences that we made unintentionally but have impacted someone’s life.

Sometimes you have given reason to smile,

And sometimes you have taken everything of mine,

Sometimes you were the reason and tears welled up in my eyes,

When I was homeless, and I had no shelter,

At that time, you had given me this boundless sky,

Sometimes you have embraced my pain with your love,

And sometimes you have broken my heart in thousand pieces,

Sometimes you have solved the puzzles for me,

And sometimes you made our lives a complex puzzle,

So we can’t have the things that we desire, even have not given the option for a plea,

Sometimes you vanished the gap of long distances within a second,

And sometimes a single second of you is quite enough to create void between two hearts,

Sometimes you made efforts to flow along the stream,

And sometimes you became reason to leave the things, to leave our beautiful dreams,

Today I just want to say, don’t give them a harder way,

You are never wrong, I know that and we are too,

Think differently and give them a better start for another day.

Birthday wish

Every day means something special to someone. Today my little sister is celebrating her birthday. Now she has grown up and became a beautiful person. I still remember when she was a small kid and used to cry to sit along with me in my class. She was very quiet and shy, never used to go outside without me. But now she has changed and defining her life by herself. Those moments were very special what we spent together and filled in their own way to cherish my life at every moment. I know younger sisters are always special for everyone, and they mean everything to us and will be same always. I wish all the happiness to all the younger ones, those are most integrated parts of our lives. I wish you a very Happy Birthday my sweetheart.

I never realized when the toys became useless for me,

And I started playing with you,

I started to search my world in you,

I forgot few things and started counting one rather than two,

I didn’t remember when our small fights vanished with time,

I began to feel your presence and to take care of you,

Yours every small step, I felt as mine,

I got this protective feeling for you though I was a kid too,

But how to do, I didn’t have any clue,

We shared our craziness, happiness and sometimes pain,

Sometimes we shared our anger too, and our first paper boat in the rain,

Sometimes we used silence to be with each other,

And sometimes with our funny incidents we tried to keep our lives back on the track again,

Now we are grown up, and living lives in our way,

But with time we have collected a bag full of memories,

I know whenever I will open this bag; I will have something new,

That will revive my life and add something again to our stories,

Even we are thousands of miles away, but our heartbeats are always connected,

And I can hear anything from you even if you don’t say,

Today I want to make a wish for you, wish for all the younger ones to have a beautiful life ahead,

Wish you a very happy birthday my dear little sister,

I am sure time will add more things to our relation, more to what I have said.