Happy Birthday Priya

You will never have the notion of new commencements in your life. When some people come to your life and change you from the inner side, even you are not together with them, but you should always be thankful to them because even their shorter presence has planted some amazing thoughts and always able to bring the smile on your face no matters in what situation you are. As in my opinion, I would say that it’s not easy at all to become a smiling reason in someone else life, often we bring tears, but the smile is very rare. I am talking here about one of my very close friend Priya. Approximately five years back, we joined IIT Kanpur together to pursue our Master’s together in India. Same batch, same hostel and same friends, I think it was among the one of the wonderful chapter’s I had in the past. I remember on everyone’s birthday in our batch she was the one who used to organize everything. She was very different and dedicated towards the things whatever she does, and still she is the same Priya with whom I used to spend time few years back. I just wanted to share an incident, when I broke my ankle. I enjoyed the bicycle ride with her and another friend of mine, Vibha. It was funny, but we all loved to interrupt Rose (Rosalin) for her TV serials when I was staying with her. I really miss those days and you all.

I have never seen a person before like her. She is the right one to reflect the persona of kindness. I have never heard the word no from her, and she always does the things for everyone without saying anything, and with her fabulous smile. I know when she will read this, a big smile is going to come on her face, and that’s all I want. I know dear, I have nagged you a couple of times with my crazy emails, but I feel relaxed after sharing the thoughts with you. I am very thankful to you for this, we discussed last time but still I feel the same sometimes that you will knock the door and ask me to join you for the dinner either lunch. Now we are so far, residing in the different countries but still sometimes when I need someone to share something, I open my email box and write back to you, though sometimes I don’t send. But just the feeling of writing back to you, I think is more important and it always gives the strength to move ahead. Anyways, there is a lot to share, but if I start to write everything I think in that case the day would be less.

I wish you all the best things from this universe because you have the radiant personality, and you deserve the best being the best person. Wish you a very Happy Birthday Dear Priya, enjoy the day and have fun. I have written few lines for you, just a few lines because it’s difficult to transform you in the words because I feel still there are no words to delineate you and our feelings what we shared, so sorry for that.

Never noticed before, but as your name,

You have something special my dear,

It is precious than the so called fame,

Because the fame can be acquired anytime,

But what you have it’s not easy for everyone to have it,

It’s very radiant just like the sunshine,

And I would say that we all are so lucky,

We all have got the opportunity to say you mine.

Wish you a very happy birthday, just smile …

Sickness and Health

To be honest, I am not writing my vows. It’s just a suggestion from a friend. We spoke in the afternoon, and I told him about my sickness due to the weather change. Initially, I just took his suggestion as a joke then later I realized it’s not a bad idea to write it about today. I am sure no one wants to be sick, but Sickness and Health have the same meaning as day and night. It feels strange but sometimes it’s good, by getting sick you encounter some relations which you could have never imagined. I am not saying that to know a relationship or to get close to someone, you have to get sick. Sickness is not in our hand. It’s completely circumstantial, but it has some positive attributes too not just agony. On the other side, if the sickness is prolonging, it’s not good for the sick person as well as for those who cares. In the case of the short term, you get a soft care, a tight hug and someone to be there always at your side till you are not well. It reminds me the resemblance of the bond between day and night. Just imagine if the night stays longer maybe more than 24 hours, I don’t think we are going to like it. But if there is no night we will miss it too, then there will be no reason to plan something at the end of the day, either to go back home. Same for the Sickness and Health, I will write my vows just for them and try to keep the harmony between them through the way I think.

Sickness and Health, you just not belong to the vows we take,

You belong to every one of us even when we are dying,

You belong to our last breathe, what we can do and what we can make,

If you are not here, we won’t see some people at our side,

We live another life by keeping some close ones aside,

I won’t curse you if somehow you decided to stay longer,

Even sometimes your presence cause us to die,

I would appreciate the moments we get in your shadow,

I would prefer to have them rather than life, full of lies,

At that same time, it’s hard to explain your possession,

But I would love to see the same balance in you as day and night,

With your help, I can keep the things closer even if they are not right,

Sickness and Health come for a short time and then go away,

Give us a chance to feel someone’s presence close to us,

In their tight hugs or forehead kisses either in their quiet stay,

Bring back the harmony, so I can jot down the vows for you,

You can do the same for me, As I say and refer to the same way.

Four hours

It sounds insane, but I am not going to narrate a romantic story which might have happened in the four hours. Where two people have met coincidently and felt that they are meant for each other. It’s not a movie, It’s my story, story of getting bored in the four hours, not able to reach an end in any way. It’s all about the weird thoughts I got in those four hours, so let’s see what I have to tell about those four hours.

Delete and write, then again delete and write,

What I am up to and with whom do I have a fight,

Eyes are tired, but not with the work and screen flashlight,

They are tired with me, because I am so boring for them,

I don’t have any fun plan, not any amusable future sight,

The mind is trapped in seeing the same screen again and again,

But the evening is so beautiful and carrying the different shades of colors,

So the mind needs something else, maybe an evening along with a mild wind and rain,

Even the glass of wine, Is not able to get me a nice mood,

Giving some random thoughts, but all of them are so juvenile like the wine,

How could I suppose to move ahead with the time?

Even when I don’t know, what is inside them and what is mine,

One, two, three, I can see the clock which is running so fast,

Everything around me has something to do, and they are going away,

Then don’t know how to hold them back so they can last,

It’s been four hours, start and end are still at the same point,

Don’t know, my fingers are tired too, don’t want to write anymore,

It’s not enough, I can’t reach an end in this much time,

I need more, to begin something and to end something, to have something at my door.

  

Sharing silence

Sometimes the feeling of sharing silence is much more needed than anything else. If I said sometimes we don’t want talk, we just wish to be with someone without saying anything, without any explanation, just to be with each other and share silence. Yeah, I know its sounds crazy, but it’s not I think. I believe sometimes we all need this, not to explain anything but just to reconcile ourselves and learn how to let the things go? Let’s try today, share the silence either with a friend or with someone who suppose to be with us and see where we are going to end up in this way.

I am not running out of words, but maybe lacking to define them,

That’s why I want to have some time in the silence without them, to keep myself free,

Free form any definitions, free from any rational either irrational explanations,

To reanalyze ourselves as deepest we can, where we can share everything without any reason just being you and me,

I believe the silence is same as walking along the flowing stream,

To hear the sounds what they make when goes up and down, and discuss about their upcoming dreams,

Sharing silence is just a part of us, not written by any rules and regulations,

Where we can redefine everything and recreate a new timeline,

And maybe we can help each other without any conditions my friend,

Obviously, we are going to move, but it’s going to be there till the end.