Is there anyone

I hope I am not alone who has this doubt. There are few ones like me, crazy ones, sitting in their room, thinking about the outside world and letting their souls go outside to find a definite answer for their doubts.

Is there anyone waiting out there?

When the world seems so fragile and disheartened,

Is there anyone who can hold the time for us until the world is ready to share?

Is there anyone manifesting the color of the rainbow in the sky?

Is there anyone who wanted to use those colors for themselves?

To change of few things, to have something at least instead of lies,

Is there anyone who is ready to surrender him/herself to the dawn?

Is there anyone who still wants to live in hope?

When we know nothing is going to come back once it’s gone,

Is there anyone who is capable of hearing our whispers?

When we feel alone, even we are surrounded by hundreds,

Is there anyone who can read our heart at that time?

When we are broken and losing everything, and there is nothing to say mine.

Still the same

Often when I start to write, I feel surrounded by thousands of questions. We all have several questions in our lives, and we all are wondering about them. Sometimes our broken heart has some questions, sometimes our lives have some and sometimes we have some questions about our future up comings. We feel like we are heading on a road which ends are so far, and it seems that we are not going to see the end very soon in either way we will reach our destinations later, still there is a time to wait. But the questions are still open and getting wider with time. I believe sometimes questions are adding in our lives day by day with the more intense frame, and we are not sure how to figure out about the answers.

Still the same questions,

Why there is darkness and passion unfold?

Why there are lies, those are untold?

Why are we hiding behind the shadow?

What are we scared of?

Keeping ourselves at the back and looking at the front row,

Why do we feel there is much more perturbation inside?

Why don't we agree with our consensus?

Though we believe we have never lied,

Why we embrace others first and keep ourselves aside?

Even they don’t care for us, and we knew that,

Then why we care for them in our ride?

Why we can feel sometimes tears in our eyes?

If anyone sees it, we often say that something fell into the eyes,

Why we hold ourselves in those lies?

Why do we want to walk on the road which ends nowhere?

Why we still believe that someone is waiting for us somewhere?

Dream tonight

Dreams are not something to be scared of; they are our own manifestation. Sometimes it’s good to dream everything whatever you can, to build your world without any barriers and rules. I often wonder people just want to remember the nicest moments of their lives as dreams but what about other moments?  If we are being left either we leave something, those moments are also important from different perspectives. Those moments are more about the lessons what we have learnt from our lives. Tonight I wish I could gather all the moments and have a beautiful dream whatever I have ever wished or ever imagined. 

Let’s dream tonight, about everything that we need either what we want,

What we can hold in our lives and what we can’t,

Let’s dream tonight, what we have lost in our way and what we might see,

What we still remember and what we will leave to have something new,

Let’s dream tonight, the passion which drives us crazy sometimes,

The song we sometimes sing even it does not make any rhymes,

Let's dream tonight, the tears those are always there but hidden in the eyes,

Looking for the moments to share themselves before they get changed into unsaid lies,

Let’s dream tonight, the love which has left us alone either with whom we will meet soon,

Just one is same as the moonlight, and another one is like a scarce on the moon,

Let’s dream tonight, where we have trusted something completely either we broke down,

In both ways, it’s better for us to hallucinate them then we will never be treated as clown,

Let’s dream tonight, we can do it together then maybe we can find a common way,

We can reach a place that does not seem unknown anymore and listen to our heart what it has to say.

Who we are

Who we are, not for everyone but this question bothers a lot to some of us. Sometimes when you see the different shades of the evening in the sky, we often ask ourselves, does it belong to us? If yes, then which one? It’s not the matter of exploring yourself, sometimes it become our need to find ourselves, to find the connections between unknown paths which we have ever taken either we would take in the future.

Who we are?

A part of morning color which vanishes darkness from everywhere and brings hope,

Either a morning which gives us a glimpse of tormented future and a reason to elope,

A piece of the day, happy to end up having something special tonight,

Either a day who is ready to lose himself in the darkness without referring to any fight,

A pinch of bright color of dusk, who takes everyone’s breath away,

Either a manifestation of dead end which forces you to forget about your known way,

A part of the night which gives us reason to come back home,

Either a night which seems scary and dark, and reminds us every time of being alone,

A part of the dream which brings smile on everyone’s face,

Either a dream which vanishes everything and brings you down in human race,

Who we are, I don't know, maybe I belong to this unknown conversation,

Either this might help to find myself without having any named relation.

I & We

Few days back, I remembered I was watching an interview and after that I felt more expressed as the concept which was beautifully delineated there. I am not going to mention all the details because I don’t want to jeopardize anyone’s privacy. But some of the parts have touched me from inside. We always have been told to think about everyone as “We” since our childhood. By considering everything in the life sometimes we came out as a different person who we don’t suppose to be, and the reason is none other than us, means we. We often lose ourselves in trying to conjoin the world with each other, the feeling of being ourselves, the feeling of “I”. Individualism is a vital feature of our lives to be lived happily. To become a genuine person and create the world being taking everything as we, we have first to learn about ourselves, the “I.” Once we became influential individuals only then, we can build a structure where we can keep everyone, and frame a network of “we”. Then only it would last forever because the basis of that “we” network is the connection between our individual characteristics to ourselves. As far I understood that bond is unbreakable, because that “I & We” are the elements of life’s chain reaction and incomplete without another.

In short, what I want to pen down today is the concept of individualism, but not at the cost of “we”. I felt that we need to believe in “I” first, and once we are true to ourselves then only we can treat everyone as “We.” Let me allow today so I can be completely self-explained to myself as well for others too. We all can enjoy our freedom being true individuals as “I” and considering everyone as “We” but not by ignoring rather than loving ourselves more.

“I & We,”  we have this theory since long,

And if we presume just ourselves, that is considered to be socially wrong,

We broke down sometimes, we lost ourselves,

But we don’t get enough courage to cover up “I” over “We”,

We are not able to realize the real manifestation of “I,”

We see the things, which we are bound to see,

Same as love, to spread love first we need to love ourselves,

To build the surroundings of “we”, we have first to build ourselves as “I”,

Otherwise, we will just create an imaginary world, nothing more than the lies,

Still we are not sensing that both are each other’s part,

We are suppressing the overall growth by keeping them apart,

During the odd hours of night, I am holding “I & We” together,

Telling you the story as an individual, and sharing with the world as “We,”

And I know this is the only way to keep everyone alive,

Maybe or maybe not my friend, it’s not same as your thought,

But you will feel the excitement if you keep them on the same drive.