Passing days

Days are passing so fast, even sometimes I feel I am not able to hold them back. Every day is coming very fast, and when I realized about them, I saw the day has already been passed. It is not in my present or future anymore, has become the member of my past. That makes me scare, feeling of losing the things if I won’t be able to match their speed.

 

Sometimes you seem like a shadow,

You came and will be gone very soon,

I can’t hold you, if I want, I can but only as the past,

It is defined in your fate, and you can’t stay,

No one can do anything for you, you can’t last,

Then why you are here in our lives,

Because I know, once you are gone, you will never be back,

We live in hope, we connect our future with you,

Without knowing anything, we always keep our faith alive,

That one day we will have you again, dream of living together too,

Passing days, I can’t tie down you with anything,

I want you, and I want to hold you back,

I can’t see you moving out, and don’t want to see empty racks,

Because you are not only passing quietly, also leaving the things behind,

That is making the upcoming things more obscure and blind,

So I need to settle down, I want you to sit with me and write again,

All the algorithm for past, present and future,

Then I can relate everything, and don’t get the fear of seeing everything in vain.

Tonight dream

I am planning to go to bed. But before that I was thinking about the dream. What kind of dream I want to see tonight if I have the chance to define everything? Don’t know the answer but my desire for tonight dream consist of something different.

Let me dream tonight,

Dream that I have seen with my open eyes,

To fly, to cover as far as possible,

And to feel all the corners of unbound sky,

Let me play with my dreams,

Dreams those can be arranged as a house of cards,

I can blow and watch them falling on the ground,

So once I get up, feeling of getting back to reality, won’t be too hard,

Let me fill the color in my dreams,

Dreams those are happy to adorn with black and white,

But they don’t know, there are other things too,

Black and white will seem faded once there is a light,

Let me dream, just dream tonight,

Doesn’t matter what it is, I need dream for my sleep,

I don’t want to lose myself inside the dark tunnel,

Maybe through the dreams I can reach inside me as much as deep.

Tomorrow never comes

I didn't remember but in a conversation with a friend, I liked his idea of living every day. When you consider every day as a new day, you will feel more fascinated to live every moment of life. In reality, we all are dreamers so there is no need to care about yesterday because we don't know what would happen tomorrow. Because it is almost impossible to have same day again, then there is no point to think about the previous things. In my perception it is important to enjoy your today as much as you can, live it to the fullest. Because you never know, you will be there tomorrow or not.

Tomorrow never comes, live it today,

Say whatever you want to say,

Maybe sunshine goes away,

Don't get disheartened, it's their way,

Think about the cold breeze, which is resting on your way,

Sometimes waiting never ends,

I am right, trust my friend,

Don't stop yourself, don't stay,

Have fun with every moment, it's your day,

What happened, why it happened?

Don't try to get the reason,

Life is always like a puzzle,

Take everything as part of different season,

Yesterday was your past,

Today it's not going to be last,

So let your dream to move ahead,

Give them space to float on the way,

Say whatever you want to say,

All the glitters, not always gold,

But some are still left, you need to check,

Things are not yet completely sold,

It's a matter of only time,

You will see how it will change your reality sublime,

Don't try to run, just try to play,

You will surely win today,

Not always, things are yours,

Let them go to have some more,

So don't look back, it's not worth at all,

They are just there to give you a nasty fall,

So have fun, draw your today,

Say whatever you want to say

We all are dreamers, and we love to see dreams,

What happened, you don't need to care,

We always want to have a controlled stream,

So wish a dream for yourself, a brand new today,

Keep everything there, what you desired to have on your way,

Tomorrow never comes, live it today,

Say whatever you want to say.

Genova

Yesterday I left Genova, Italy. I don't know exactly should I hate this place or like it. What happened to me on my arrival, it can be happened at any other place. I completely agree with this fact, but I know somewhere deep down in my heart, I will never forget this place or maybe some of the memories of this place always haunt me in my dreams...but still I like to visit this place again, and to make it more close to me.

I wanted to say goodbye,
I know maybe I will always have a mixed feeling for you,
To draw any conclusion, I need time, don't want to leave myself with any lie,

Sea breeze around you has made you perfect,
But still my heart has not recovered from that day,
Still things seem scary, when there are several streets and one has to select,

Your beauty in the night is amazing,
Street full of people and glittering lights,
Old traditional building and beautiful harbor on your side
Without saying any single word, you have reached somewhere deep inside,


Things are still left, I have to explore more about you,
You made me scared but maybe with time I get over on it,
Maybe I keep you forever in my memories,
So nothing can be happened with the same drift.

All alone

It has been a year, last year at the same date I moved to France. I took a decision to come here even I knew people speak the different language, but apart from everything I never felt alone. But today now the language and people, both are mine. Somehow I have started to connect myself with this country, even though today I feel alone. I am sitting in my hotel room, and I have some strange thoughts. Sometimes even we have everything, still we feel alone, and we don’t have any answer for this feeling.

Now the things are not same as before,

New things have been added up,

And now I have desired to have more,

But still I feel, something is moving away from my side,

And somehow I will have a lonely ride,

Now I have the star-laden sky,

Each star seems like a dream for my eyes,

But still I feel, star will not long last,

Later or sooner, they all will fall,

Then I will only remember them as my past,

Now even on the empty street,

I want to find myself, and happy to meet,

But still I feel, there is no reason to me,

To have a long walk back home,

In all cases, I feel lost,

And I don’t get it why I feel all alone.

I want

The idea of being an avid traveler always gives a new sight to see me as well as others. I have traveled again to a new destination, but this time this journey means a lot. The last couple of weeks were full of chaos on my personal side, and I think I need to recreate myself. I want to reform and regenerate every single piece of mine so that I can accept myself same as before. We all need this time to time, we all are human, we all do a mistake but the important part is to learn from our mistakes.

I want to rebuild every single piece of mine,

So I can see something new again in the sunshine,

I want to revisit the past again,

Even it is painful and full of chaos,

Because I want to know,

What I did and where I was wrong?

What has made my journey so long?

I want to regenerate all my thoughts again,

Some of them are already died,

I want to save at least those still remain,

I want to rewrite all my promises,

Those are fulfilled or have to fulfill,

Everything doesn’t have complete end,

Later or sooner they will go away,

Unknown ones may not be append,

I want to recolor my canvas,

Every color there doesn’t make any sense,

I need something lighter, not too dense,

I want to relocate my soul,

So I can have all the answers,

And I can manage to have a new goal.