Did you remember, what had you said?

Today, the topic is quite different. Yesterday night, when I was heading to sleep, was surfing on the internet and found an old documentary. I watched it; but it was very different from my taste. Actually like another day; yesterday was quite hard for me, in the morning I found my laptop is not working, I don’t know about others but for me it is everything and my friends know this better. I wanted to watch something, so thanks to my mobile. In a kind of sad mood, I have decided to watch this because there was no other option, and I was not sleepy too. The story was about a girl, who was waiting for someone from several years. She lost herself completely for someone just to be with him. At the end she didn’t find anything, she has only earned endless pain for herself. She had questions, number of questions, she wanted to ask him. Why he did this to her? 

Did you remember?

You had said, you will be back very soon,
Why am I looking for you in the shadows of time,

Why am I engraving our names on piece of rocks, and can’t say mine?

You had said, you will never leave me alone;
Why my roads are still empty,
Why we have always been found in dreams, nowhere in reality,

You had said, you will be here with me as a companion,
Why I have been finding myself alone every morning,
Edges were there still I could not save myself from drowning,

You had said, you will never allow myself to be lost,
Why in the silence I could not identify myself today,
Why I am so scared, sometimes forgot my own voice,

And there is nothing; which I wanted to say,

You had said, you will never allow anyone to make me sad;
Why there is no smile, still I am searching myself in unsaid lies,
And why I have forgotten to give some rest to my sleepless nights, 

You had said, you will never let me wait,

Why I am still waiting, and decades has been passed away,
I am still the same, but my whole beauty is shattered on its way,

You had said many things, but didn’t remember anything,

But I want to forget everything, don’t have any complains my dear friend,

It was destined for us; it was not your mistake,

But my feelings were true, and now my last breath has a single desire to see you before end.