Bithday story this year and inside child

I never believed in celebrating days, and never expected from others to call me on any specific day. The Days are never meant to give exact elucidation of your relations; they are just a formal feature to treat this illusionary world and make them realize about your false existence. It does not matter either if someone calls or text, for me it’s enough if they remembered our memories. And acknowledge our relation, and the time we spent together. I always wish to be there in their life book as a non erasable line so I can stay there till my last breathe. But still there is child inside me, and who didn’t want to hear my philosophy. As per that child, my heart is still so young, who wants people to call, receive wishes and gifts on the birthday. This year on my birthday, that child was unhappy, no one was there to sing a birthday song, and there was no birthday cake and candles to blow off. Though received some calls but also missed some important expected calls, I told that child there is no need to get upset, it is not always necessary to get a call, people have so many other things to do in their life, but child inside me was very stubborn. Inner child was not ready to listen anything, like a school going kid was sitting at one corner of my heart and making sad faces. It was very hard to convince that child, so after coming from the lab, I took that child to have a city tour. I bought the gift, cookies and muffins to make that inner child happy. After that we sat on the bench near the bank of the river, and I asked that child to grow up now, and urged to change this childish demeanor. In the coming future, maybe you will see more different world, and you will find no one to be with you but you have to move on and keep yourself happy, and you have to pen down your story to this world. You have to live everyday like your birthday and keep yourself alive in this rational world.

In this busy world, it is good if you had received messages from people,

Feel lucky, you still exist in their life and you have some place,

But always remember, loving yourself is more important than anything,

And to write your story in your word, you have to consider this case,

What happened, if there is no birthday cake and birthday song?

It happens when you are in transition, and stepped out to move in the new world,

Don’t try to find out the meaning for everything, there is nothing wrong,

Gift, wishes, calls on these specific days are just ephemeral ones,

They will change with time, remembering them would keep us together, that is a lie,

Like a warm wind they will just give you pleasure for some time,

You will feel the cold again soon, once they are gone without saying any goodbye,

Maybe this year, everything was new for you my inner child,

But you have to grow up now; maybe you will not see any more celebrations,

But it’s your birthday, and it’s your job to take a new drive my dear,

Collect more memories to make your future bright and joyful,

Keep your birthday alive in your memories, not for others “just for you” this year.