Again from my diary pages

Last couple of days was chaotic, when you have to do lots of things and in between you got sick. Still I managed to do everything properly. Friday evening when I came back to home from the lab, I was looking for some important note. Luckily I found the information what I need but I also saw my old diary which was kept there with my old documents. Because of curiosity I opened it, I haven’t used this diary from a long time, I turned some pages and also read some of them. There was an interesting page, which I had written in April 2013. I moved towards my window, took a sip of coffee and prepared to pour myself into the pool of memories. First I read the starting part, and later I managed to read the whole page though it was long. I realized I had written every single description of that day, what I had felt, what I was going through at that time, everything was written so vividly. I was able to imagine two different worlds around me, one in which currently I am, and one from the past. I lived that day again; it’s anxiety, happiness, and sadness, everything in a single moment. It is nice sometimes to go over the memories and reminisced them again because it will give you idea about the change in your life, change in the surroundings, and how everything has been changed.

Don’t know what to say, but you are still very important my day,

That’s true, everything has changed now, and we moved so far,

And I know you are trapped somewhere in between my diary pages,

Still I feel the same for you as before, just the time has changed nothing else my falling star,

In the fragrance of old ink, I can feel your presence and height of our relation,

The way you acquired to support my grief and defined your life as mine,

I could never imagined myself to be at your place, to wait selflessly for something,

Which might belong to different world, and things are already left somewhere to have new sunshine,

I am thankful to you, things those suppose to be lost but you kept them alive,

Even I forgot about you; sometimes I left you as useless thing and afraid of getting back in our lives,

But you gave me a new vision to see the world and the changes have been made around,

I agree, have restrained you and never given you any place in real life rather than making you as a part of memories,

But whatever I do, not always a true reflection of me, my heart is still there with you and bound.