Reminiscence: Lost you my friend

Today when I had opened my eyes in the morning, I felt somewhere you are gone, my friend. I still remember, I used to share every single story of mine, and you never had any complaint. Somewhere somehow I always felt fortunate. Even I didn’t remember how many times I had bugged you to share my thoughts in between the middle of the night and sometimes I had poked you without any reason. It was fun to tease each other sometimes and to discuss our hypothetical stories sometimes. You were always like a shadow for me, and I believed that shadow will stay forever to help me to choose a right path. Even one day when I will decide to hold someone else hand, that shadow will still keep an eye on me to check whether I am okay or not. Maybe shadow is not enough to delineate my faith, maybe like a depth that ocean has.

I know relations are not same for everyone, it means different for everyone. Some people bother about relations too much, and some just prefer to go away when they don’t know how to deal with it. In any case life never gets stop for anything, all the places get fill by something else. But still some places are special, and once they get empty, they never get filled by anything else. I don’t have any resentment against my fate or so-called “kismet”, not even with you. We all deserve better, we all need new things to have more experience in our lives. But sometimes we all miss our old times, like today I do.

I am not writing today because I am upset or something like that, I had a very nice day, but you need to write sometimes to justify yourself. I don’t know today whether I should have faith again or leave everything on the way.

My faith today, didn’t get any meaning,

What it had, has already lost somewhere,

It’s not easy to have it again,

And if gets, then it would be difficult to add another layer,