Is that

Yesterday I got the text from my sister that my Grand mom (Nani) is hospitalized. She is suffering from the temporary blindness and now under observation for the recovery. I felt sad and helpless, I am thousands of miles away even I can’t listen to her. I can just ask others to take care of her. With the god grace, she is recovering now. When I woke up today, I started my day as usual. I did everything same as every day I felt nothing happened. In reality, I know something is going on at another end. People, those are a part of me, are having a hard time. On the other side, I am sitting in my office and working on my results, and hoping everything will be okay soon.
Are that distances make us like this? Do they make us so strong, even the hard times are not able to overcome our lives? Either we are leading towards the stage of apathy. What does exactly it means? Maybe it’s something else, and it’s always not easy to admit anything bad. We always presume the good things are going to happen soon. It’s our fear, and lately, it changes into blind faith. I don’t know what the case is, and even I don’t feel any need to figure it out. I know that time will be doing this for me very soon.
For the moment, I just wish for her fast recovery and see her back at the home.

Our hearts are unbounded, but we are bounded with time,
I feel scared to lose the things that suppose to be mine,

Sometimes we are rigid to admit our feelings,
We prefer to let the faith to find us again,
And we believe to have everything back, nothing to be left in the vain,

Faith and fear, Is that we suppose to bring together,
Either we don’t want to accept anything that we think,
Or we just want to stifle our thoughts to do an individual favor,

Is that we? We are trying to look for the reason to conceal our fear,
But until when, one day we need to admit the way we are,
Distances, reasons, whatever, nothing is beyond the love that I have learned so far.