Stay forever

I couldn’t make it this time but I know there is no other time. No other time to meet you again, no other time to play in that loving shadow. I am sorry for that I was late but it wasn’t done intentionally. If I would have ever known of this cruel reality, I must have tried to make it before. But you also know that how much I loved you and I will love you forever. I still remember our chats Amma (grandma) and I know it will stay forever with me. I came to know that you were remembering me till your last breathe and it was my misfortune that I wasn’t there at that moment. But till my last breathe you will be always there and for that I don’t need any reason or any physical medium to feel your presence. Still when I close my eyes I can feel your love around me, and your concern for my wellness. That can’t be taken away from me even by the death. I love you Amma and my apology for not being there with you.

At last again I want to say sorry. I don’t know if there is another way to express my feelings, but I am sure wherever you are, you must be listening and you will always love me more than anyone.

Stay forever, I know I won’t be able to see you again,

But that doesn’t account and even not important in our case,

Life and death are the part of us; they just belong to the different phase,

Stay forever, I need you even you are not with us any more,

Because you are not here for others, for them you are gone,

For me, you are still here, still with me because your existence is prolong,

Stay forever, I still want to have your warm touch when I feel alone,

Because your presence is able to take away all the pain,

Same as, in a scorching heat you get the pleasure with a drop of rain,

Stay forever, even I didn’t make it this time and I am sorry for that,

But you will always stay in my heart no matter what happens,

And I will always love you maybe more with time,

Because I know you only belong to me and you are mine.

Love you Amma…