Dear Dad-a note

I miss you Dad so much, you never stopped me from doing anything. You never treated me like a daughter, and you always said that I am your son. I remember when I was in school and asked you to buy a cricket bat because I was too fascinated about cricket and without any question you had brought it. This incident was beautifully crafted on my heart because I remember I just said and in few days I got it. There were so many stories from childhood; I can count on my fingers and those are still alive inside me. Not like others child I always preferred to have my own way, and you always supported my ideas and adamant thoughts.  Even your dream was different for me, but I chose a different path for my life. You always embraced my choices and helped to live my dreams. You taught me how to find a ground for yourself and how to make that ground special. 

There is nothing specific today, but to tell you how much I love you Dad I don’t need any special occasion. Now I am so far from you, rather than phone calls and Skype, we can’t meet frequently. Even with my busy schedule I don’t get time to talk you every day. But still sometimes your grown princesses need that old time back that we had spent together. I miss you Dad.

Sometimes I found my way is full of hurdles,

I don’t know how to deal, and I start to stumble,

At that time, I want you to hold my hands again,

Teach me like you did, when I was a year old,

How to walk through the unknown passage,

That is not mine, has been already sold,

Sometimes I feel scared,

When darkness start to rise everywhere,

And I knock my own door to ask who is there,

At that time, I want you to call my name,

What you used to do, when I was child,

I want to feel that again, whether it’s day or night,

You will always be there to make everything right,

Sometimes when I do mistake,

And I don’t know how to emend,

And I want to run from everything,

At that time, I want you to hide me again in your arms,

And sing a song which you used to sing,

So I can stop myself from running and have some peace,

Rebuilt the new frame around me,

And try to find the other broken pieces,

Sometimes when I feel alone,

I feel that I am losing myself,

At that time, I want you to tell me the stories again,

So I can make my own dream,

Revisit them, give them a name,

To get a reason to go for a long sleep,

Have an enough time to find myself as much as deep,

It’s not true just for sometimes,

All the edges of my life need you Dad like a shadow,

With time I will grow, and will have different paths,

But you will always be there to embrace my decision that I know.