Maybe bored

I was working on the presentation for my PhD review since morning, and now I am bored. Yeah I know it’s very obvious, but I was wondering what does it means. I know I am not bored with the work, I love the work more than anything. Then what it is, it feels like I am bored, but with what? Thoughts are raving randomly, I am shuffling with the files, and my fingers are moving very slowly on the keyboard. Today I had spent whole day in the office, and normally it is not the case. My days are always meant for the laboratory. So maybe it is a kind of revenge from the office to fill my mind with these kinds of feelings so I can’t work. Whatever it is, but it is funny for now, bored feeling, intense desire to work again and my vague interpretation, I am really enjoying it.

Thoughts are staggering like a drunken night,

When you are in a dilemma to decide, what is right?

When it seems, it’s time to go back home but your mind wants to work more,

And voice is coming from inside and suggesting to take some rest,

How to schedule everything? When the deadlines are knocking at your door,

When a nap of 5 minutes at your work place seem like a crime,

What you should do when your computer screen light flickers,

Besides everything you need to still write and concentrate, because you are running out of time,

When you look again and again at the same page, and think too much,

Telling yourself to take a little break this won’t last long,

But somewhere, you know it might not be true,

Because maybe your heart then not listen to you and sings more song,

Maybe these random thoughts are just random,

Not at all related to any feeling of boredom,

Because I have to work, have to complete the deadlines,

I hope these bored feelings are not real otherwise they will get worse,

Just with time like a glass filled with old wine.